Rant, relationship, Thoughts, Venting

Hi Everyone!

I know I’ve been gone for a little while. Sorry about that. I’ve been gone because I had to move and my mind wasn’t clear enough for me to write anything. But now I’m back and hoping to get better.

Remember when I said a couple posts ago that all I needed was a nice upstairs balcony and quiet. Well I finally have that. But know, my balcony is being taken over by my boyfriend, and it is really pissing me off! I love him to pieces, but he gives me no say so when it comes to anything, and it’s starting to really get on my nerves! He knows that I wanted that balcony for my writing, but he decided that now he wants it. So he puts all his weights and bench on My Balcony. Then says to me, “I left you plenty room. What you getting mad for?” He left my barely a corner. Anyone that writes for a living or because it’s a passion, knows that you have to have that one spot that is set up just right, so that you can get the creative juices going. As I’m typing this it’s getting me mad all over again! I don’t know what I’m suppose to do, know! I thought I was going to have a spot that was going to be designated for my writing, but that isn’t the way it’s looking. I’m just going to have  to get his lack of a better word stuff off of the balcony when he leaves. Because there is no way that it’s going to stay like this! That is the only thing that I wanted, and I can’t even have that! He has his stuff all over this house, and I always have to put my stuff in one corner because he’s always takin over!!!!!

I thought that things were going to be different. I let him do what he wanted to do in the other house because he paid more. But this time we are splitting everything down the middle, and I still can’t get what I want. I told him before we moved, I wanted that balcony for myself and now he’s trying to take over, my spot!! Every time I think about it, it makes my blood boil!!

If I’m over reacting please let me know. I don’t feel that I am, though.

Thanks For Reading!!

If you have or are going through something similar, please comment below how you corrected or plan to correct the situation.

I hope you have a beautiful day, filled with love and purpose. See you soon.

 

Love you all so, so, so, much!!!!

 

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