I’m starting to really love the gym. I love the way working out makes me feel! By the time I finish a workout I feel like I can do anything. There is so much inspiration that comes with moving your body vigorously for an hour a day. I’m starting to like going so much that’s I believe I’m going to start going more than once a day. That may just turn out to be my new hang out spot. It makes perfect sense, it makes me feel good, I’ve always loved figure/ body building models and I’ve always been extremely into fitness.
I’m sure if you’ve read my blogs before, you know there are a lot of things that I’ve tried before that I’ve thought were my thing. True, I’m extremely indecisive, but the beauty of that is, I’ll never get bored, I’ll always be interested in more than one thing. The question now is, “Which one thing should I pursue?” or “Should I continue to pursue them all?” Since I do have love for a lot of different things. But, one secret about me is, I’ve always been interested in three things all my life and they are writing, health, and the way you can manipulate the body to look the way you desire, through working out and nutrition. I believe the only reason I haven’t pursued a career in the fitness industry yet, is do to insecurities and worrying about how other people would perceive me once I took on a more muscular frame. I still have those worries, but the older I get, I realize it’s not how other people see me it’s how I see myself. Like they always say, “Different strokes for different folks.
This is @Rahkigiovanni my fitspiration. I love her!!! I think I gravitated to her because she doesn’t have the normal body structure of someone that is in her profession. She’s muscular, but she still has her feminine curves. I thought in order to be a body builder I would have to sacrifice a feminine figure for a more masculine one, but she’s definitely proven that’s not the case.
In closing, I just want to remind whoever’s reading this, what you say about yourself trumps whatever someone else has to say about you. After all you’re the one living this life and experiencing everything that comes with it first hand. “Why shouldn’t your thoughts and decisions matter?” Look for fulfillment inside of you, first, and never allow yourself to get lost in what someone else wants, because when it’s all said and done, you’re the one that’s going to have to deal with the consequences of the decisions you made based off of another person’s opinion.
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