You know what? Up until this point my life has been nothing but work, work, work. I always tried to make sure I had a job. That’s why you constantly see me posting things about working and becoming your own boss. I have missed so much time and opportunities when it comes to having fun and building bonds with people. I guess that may be the reason I’m a little socially occurred when it comes to meeting new people. But I’m truly hoping that things will change and I will learn to be more of myself at all times, because life is to short to always have on a mask. I have to learn that being me is okay and there is no one else in this world like me; so I have to be appreciative of that fact. That’s the one thing I know makes me different.
Also I see this as a time in my life that I an have the fun I missed out on when I was growing up. The only thing now is actually making myself get out and socialize with other people. Stop letting fear paralyze me when it comes to new places, things, and people. I have to say that is a big hinderance for me . There are so many things I have wanted to do in life, but never have done them because I’m always thinking what’s the next person thinking about what I’m doing.
I’ve learned the key is to have fear but do it anyway. That’s the only way you’re going to conquer your fear.
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