I know it’s been a while since I’ve written anything; you can blame my job for that. I’ve been working there for about a month now. I have to say: I’m grateful for the job. I thought the job that I had before was had. It was a cake walk compared to this. As you know for the past 15 yrs I’ve worked to different jobs; one was for a big retail company, and the other was for an elementary school.
I never knew that regular ED was so much more work. It takes a toll on you mentally, because you have to make sure those children or doing the right thing and are not playing around. Also, that they respect you and follow directions. There are so many rules, when it comes to regular Ed. I didn’t realize how easy I had it. But to be honest with you, I don’t think it really matter what I do, I’m always going to find something wrong with it. That’s just the way I am.
My Mom just tells me that I have to get a thicker skin and learn not to let things get to me as bad as they do. But that is kind of hard when you’re an intuitive personality; I’m learning. I just don’t want it to change my capacity for compassion and empathy. But that’s what comes with life change. So, I welcome it. What ever the Creator has instore for me, I will except it whole heartedly. I just want to constantly elevate and uplift myself though every obstacle and event. I just ask, “What is my purpose?” Because that is the last thing I want to happen; is to go through life with out fully living my purpose.
If anyone has any words of encouragement, please comment below. Or even if you have gone through a time in life when you felt everything that could go wrong did; please tell me how you got through it.
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