If you haven’t read Part 1&2, Part 3 won’t make any sense to you. So I suggest you read those before you read this.
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“So where did I get my color from?”
“If you stop interrupting me, I’ll tell you.”
“Okay….”
“Well, I remember how hard it was for me, growing up. People didn’t and most still don’t take to kindly to people who look like me. So, because I didn’t want you to go through the same thing; I did something that would assure me, you would have a way better life than I ever had.”
“Okay Ma, but you’re still not telling me what you did.”
“Well the day I found out I was pregnant with you, I had my mom; your grandma helped me put a vail over you. With this vail I asked for you to never go through the pain me and so many others like me had to go through, growing up.”
“What exactly does that mean?”
“It means, I know women are only able to control men if they have something a man wants; and you my dear, have everything. I made sure of that. That’s why you are so beautiful, smart, and assertive; because you have to be in control of your own destiny, if not these men will run all over you.”
“So you’re telling me; you chose they way I look?!”
“Yes, but only because I wanted to keep you safe. I didn’t want you to worry about men trying to force themselves on you. I figured if you were beautiful and looked white, men would give you the respect every woman deserves.”
“Well, I’m sorry to tell you; What you were trying to avoid, is still happening. I’m not saying, anyone has forced me to do anything. But one guy got awfully close to taking what he wanted.”
“Why didn’t you tell me?!”
“Because it was a white boy, and I didn’t want anything to happen to you.”
“If something like that happens again, you better tell me. I can take care of myself. Don’t forget; I’m your mother it’s my job to protect, you not the other way around.”
“I know Momma, but I know how crazy you get.”
“Like I said, you better tell me next time.”
“Okay, I promise.”
“How did you get away?”
“It was the strangest thing…. he had the chance to do whatever he wanted to, to me, but stopped; it was weird Ma……. He had already ripped my dress open, snatched my panties from my body. But once he looked into my eyes, his whole demeanor changed.”
“So.. what made him stop?”
“To tell you the truth, I don’t know. After looking into my eyes, for what seemed like an eternity, he ran off, screaming ‘devil’ repeatedly at the top of his lungs.
“Baby, you are no devil. But you do have power far greater than I’ve ever known.”
“What kind of power?”
“That I can’t tell you yet. But your Grandma, told me you were going to be a force to reckon with; especially for men. I’m sure what happened to that young boy, happened because he tried to violate you; and somewhere deep, you knew what would have taken place if you didn’t do anything; so you used your gift.”
“I wish you could tell me more about this ‘gift’.”
“The only thing I know, is it fully activates on your 18th birthday.”
“Did the same thing happen to you Ma?”
“Yes, but your gifts will be way more advanced than mine.”
“How come?”
“Because, both me and your father’s family follow the same practices… Never before has there been two Magical souls, come together to make one; until me and your father.”
“How are you so sure, I’ll be magical?”
“Baby your future has already been seen. I know what’s instore, that’s why I’m trying to prepare you for what’s about to come.”