Like You

What’s up everyone?

I know it’s been a while since I’ve been on here. That is mostly due to trying to find something to do that I will love. I have find a few things that I love doing, but they don’t get me paid. Just being honest. I realized a long time ago that I’m not a person who can be around a lot of people all the time; and that is exactly the type of job I am currently in.

My reasons for not wanting to work with a lot of people at once has nothing to do with them, it has everything to do with me. I have realized I have many issues that need to be resolved. I’m currently going through the proper channels to find a way to cope with my feelings, but it seems since I’ve become even more entuned with myself and my feelings; things have really start sticking out to me like a sore thumb.

As I’ve stated before there is much I want to accomplish,”Where do I start?” Real question. This year I plan on going on my first trip alone. I may not go to far away since this is going to be my first time traveling.I’m not exactly sure how I’m going to do it, but it is going to get done. Also there is going to be a big shift in life for me. I call it, because if you can’t call the shots in your life it isn’t worth living.

Going back to my core feelings: Day in and day out I know there is much more I could be doing other than working with children. For a long time I felt guilty for feeling this way. But I have to lay those feelings down, because I’ve come to realize; if this was my calling I would be bubbling over with happiness because it’s my purpose in life.

See this is what many of us need to know; If what you do for a living does not bring you joy it’s time to go. Remember it doesn’t make you disloyal because you’ve decided to change the course of your current circumstances. You always have to do what’s best for you. Remember there is not one person on this earth who is capable or even knows what you need like you do.