Hope everyone is doing well.
So much is going through my mind and so many things I’m feeling right now.
There is a lot that’s gonna to take place this month. I’ve tried to keep quiet about it; I can’t help it though. There is so much you have to deal with when you and that person you were with decide to go separate ways. It makes it even harder when you were living with the person. Then not only that, I feel like my emotions are everywhere!
The move is really putting me through it. I mean “Yes, I’ve lived with my mother before.” But this time is going to be a lot different, because the way I have come to expect things is not going to be the way that it’s going to be over there. I’m sure I’ve said this plenty of times, but this is going to be a hard pill to swallow. Not only that, my shop isn’t doing that well.
I’ve always been the type to take care of myself. I was hoping that this was going to be a step in the right direction. Not saying I’m giving up on my store, it’s just a little discouraging not to have any sales. I get that it’s going to take a while for me to build up trust and a clientele, I’m just so impatient. That is the same thing with my book. I’ve tried to sale my book for over a year now and only a hand full of people have bought it.
It feels like ‘No” matter how hard I try I can’t catch a break! At the moment I feel like I’m hemorrhaging money. But I have to remember I’m always in my feelings when my finances aren’t in order.
If you have any encouraging words, I would love to hear some right bout now. Let me know you hear me and not just reading this because it’s something to do.