What the FUCK?! I can’t believe that this bitch fucked my man! I thought she was suppose to be my best friend! I guess the only person a bitch can trust these days is her self! I can’t believe this shit! After all I did for her. She was my sister from another mister. I would’ve done and gave her anything she asked for. Maybe that was the problem, I was to damn giving! Now I’m standing here with a gun in my hand not really giving a fuck about life, let alone theirs’.

“Tiara I swear this wasn’t suppose to happen!”

“Who the fuck you tellin! That’s my man, and you knew that but it didn’t stop yo nasty trifling ass from fucking him, did it?!”

“I’m sorry! You know I would never do anything like this to you. You my sister. Don’t forget that.”

“Why the fuck not? You did! Laying up here getting dicked down by a man you knew was mine! I let you get away with it before, but I be damned if that shit happens again! Believe me when I say that you gonna pay for it this time.”

“Tiara, Slim pursued me! I swear!”

Bitch stop yo bold face lying! You the one who came and sat on my dick and started grinding on me saying “What Tiara don’t know won’t hurt her.”

I can’t believe this bitch! Did she really do that? Just goes to show, you can’t totally trust anyone. One thing is for sure, I’m not about to go to jail over no man or no bitch. I’m too cute for that.

“Get up and get yo shit, and get the hell out of my house!”

I guess Slim thought that he wasn’t included, so I made it clear.

“Slim I know you heard me! Get yo shit and get the fuck out of my house!”

“Baby you really gonna throw away what we got because of some trick?!”

“You made the decision for me when you laid down with that supposed trick, that was also my bestfriend!”

“Baby, I’m sorry! It won’t happen again!”

“You damn right it won’t happen again! I’m not gonna stay with you and give you that chance!”

“Baby, you really going to throw away five years of marriage because one slip up?”

“Believe it or not, I know for a fact you have cheated on me way more than just this one time.”

“No I haven’t.”

His ass knew he was caught and there wasn’t much he could do about it except lie and that’s what he did.

“Yes you have, and you know how I know?”

“No, and I don’t care how you know. I know, I have never cheated on you.”

“Okay, so let’s say that I believed you. How would you explain the abundance of naked pictures in your cell or the text messages you send daily to other females telling them you like the way they taste and you can’t wait to taste them again?

I’m glad I stopped letting you kiss me! That explains why your mouth always smells like ass?!”

“Baby you overreacting! I swear I never cheated! Can we just leave it at that?!”

“Hell nah, we can’t leave it at that! I thought you would change if I loved you hard enough, but it just gave you further cause to give me your ass to kiss.”

“Baby, I promise I’ll change.”

“If you haven’t changed all this time, I’m sure you won’t be changing anytime soon.”

“Where am I suppose to go?!”

“I don’t know and neither do I care. You had no problem finding places to disappear to for days at a time. So I’m sure you won’t have trouble now. Just get one of yo hoes to let you stay with them. Look at it this way you won’t have me holdin you back from your greatness any longer.” After all that’s what you always told me is; I don’t want you to be great. So now that is no longer a worry for you.

Woo! That felt good. I feel good. How about you?”

“I guess it doesn’t really matter how I feel.”

“Ding! Ding! Ding! I’m glad you got the hint.”



“Hey Tiara.”

“I thought you knew.”

“Knew what?”

“Not to talk to me. We ain’t friends Lena! So stop trying to be friendly.”

“I know Tiara. Like I told you before I’m sorry for what happened with me and Slim. It wasn’t suppose to happen.”

“I know that! But that is water under the bridge, and so are you and Slim.”

“How can you let go of a friendship like ours so easily?”

“Simple, the same way you found it so easy to fuck my husband. Like I said you got away with it once but I’m not going to turn my back to it again. Truth be told, I knew that shit was going to happen eventually. Just wasn’t sure how long it was going to take. But I can’t lie, you actually helped me out. I had been trying to get his ass to leave for at least a year before you came and finished the job for me.”

“Well if you wanted to get rid of him in the first place, why are you cutting ties with me?! Since I did do you a favor like you say.?”

This bitch must be way dumber than I assumed “Are you dumb?! Are you really going to ask that question?! Why don’t you think about it and let me know what you come up with!”

“I’m really not understanding how we got here.”

“What is there to understand? You brought us here. No, let me rephrase that. You brought yourself here. I’m still where I’ve always been, at the top and still rising. I’m not going to let you or Slim bring me down to yawl  level.”

“Tiara you know that I would never do anything to intentionally hurt you. Don’t you?”

“Yeah, okay. Keep thinking I believe that……. Hold up! Why am I even still here talking to you?”

“Maybe you miss me.”

“Nah,…. I don’t think that’s it.”

“Can we grab some drinks and just try to work this out. I miss you sis.”

“Nah. I gotta run. I’ll see you later.” Hopefully not.

“You still have the same phone number?”

Before Lena could finish her sentence Tiara was in her car pulling off.

I hope she didn’t think she was just going to sleep with my husband and everything was going to go back to the way it was. If she did that bitch got another thing coming. How in the hell can I trust someone who was suppose to be my best friend, knowing that she spread her legs to the same man I lay with. I knew he was a hoe, and I knew she had some hore-ish tendencies. But damn!


I can’t believe it has been almost a year and this man is still calling me. When is he going to take a hint. I don’t want him!


Are you serious? I guess he’s gonna keep calling until I pick up the phone. I think he thinks he’s wearing me down by continuously calling back to back to back.



“Yeah, what’s up Tiara?”

“Nothing. Here getting ready for bed.”

“Damn, you a hard person to get a hold of.”

Probably because I didn’t want to talk to you. “Yeah, my bad. I just been busy with packing up the house.”

“You moving?!”

“Don’t sound so surprised.”

“Why not? You never told me you were moving.”

“I know. I didn’t tell anyone that I was moving really. The only person that knows is my mom.”

“I thought you and me were trying to start something.”

“That’s exactly where it stopped at a thought. I’m not trying to be mean Marcus, but I’m not ready for a relationship right now.”

“I know, that’s why I wanted to spend time with you until you became ready. But how am I going to do that if you move?”

“I’m sorry but I need to do this for me. I’ve been stuck here way too long. I need to get away and experience different people and things. The longer I stay here the more I’m reminded of that hoe of a husband and back stabbing ass best friend I had.”

“I understand what you’re saying, but you can’t let that dictate the way you live your life.”

“I’m not. It actually gave me the boost I needed. I always wanted to move out of Georgia. I was just to afraid to do it on my own.”

“Okay. As long as you’ve thought about it and you know for sure this is what you want.”

“Yeah, I have nothing really holding me here anymore. But I promise you’ll be hearing from me.”

“Can I come and see you one last time before you head out?”

“If you want, you can come over right now. I am kinda lonely.”

“You sure Tiara? You realize what time it is, right?”

“Yeah, I see the time. You better hurry up and get your ass over here before I change my mind.” I know I shouldn’t be crossing lines with a friend but I needed some and I knew he was good at pleasing. After all he did date Lena and she said it was hard to give him up, not because he was balling or sweet but  because he knew how to lay it down. Not to mention he had a good size dick. That one I checked out myself.

“Okay I’ll be over there in fifteen.”

“Don’t keep me waiting.”


Knock… Knock….. Knock…..

“Hold on! I’m coming!” Damn, I thought he would at least take the full fifteen to get over here. I hope he took a bath and them balls clean. He better appreciate the effort I put in to this fit. I know it’s not covering much, but I want him to know exactly what I’m expecting.

“Hey, Tiara. Damn! you looking good. Is this all for me?!”

“I don’t see anyone else here.” Before he could get in the house good enough, he was already molesting me with his eyes. I led him to the couch told him to get comfortable while I went to go get us some drinks. By the time I came back he was shirtless and his waist length dreads that were once tied neatly behind his head were free-flowing. making him look way sexier than I remembered.

“So how have you been?”

I’m good now. “I’ve been okay. How about you?”

“I’m good now that I’m here with you.”

“Oh, is that so?”

“Yes, it is. I’ve always had a little crush on you since we were kids. But I knew you didn’t see me like that, so I never pursued it. That is until now.”

“Why is that?”

“Well, I wanted to see if we could develop our friendship into something more. I figured  I might as well see if I could be a contender for your heart before the next man comes around trying to wife you up.”

He knows the right things to say. I gotta give that to him. “I’m sorry but the only thing I have is Peach Mascoto?”

“That’s okay. I’m not here for the wine anyway. Where are you going?”

“No where. I’m about to sit right here next to you.”

“Why don’t you come and sit here.”

He started to pat his lap. I knew what I wanted. I wasn’t going to be shy about it either.  But I did think it was going to take a lot longer for us to get to this point.

“You smell so good.”

“Thank you.” I felt like a piece of meat that was about to get devoured and I was ready! It had been a good while since anyone had been between these thighs. But one thing was for sure, he was going to have to taste a sample before he could get the full meal. ” You smell good too. What is that you’re wearing?” I wanted to eat him up, sitting here looking like a thick tall Hershey’s bar full of nuts.

“Oscar De La Renta.”

“Ummm. I could just eat you up.” I was inches away from his face ready to get this thing started. Next thing I know his tongue was in my mouth and his hand entering my entrance. “Your tongue tastes like candy. The way your touching me, I can tell you’ve been waiting for this to happen for a long time.” Shit if I knew he was this good, we would have been fucked.

“You just don’t know how long I’ve been waiting on this chance to please you.”

“Well I hope that you give it everything that you have, because I need it.”

“I’m gonna  give that plus more. Lay face down. Hold up. You have a bandana? You a black female I know you got something you tie your head up with at night.”

“Whatever. What you need it for?”

“Just get it and I’ll show you.”

I don’t know what this dude gonna do with a bandana. I’m not sure if I trust him enough to find out.  “Okay, I’ll be right back.”

I took that time to prepare myself for what was about to go down. “Tiara this dude ain’t got nothing on you. He ain’t know you the dick tamin queen?!”

“You alright?”

“Yeah, I’m good. I’m comin.” I know they say men are visual creatures and women are the emotional ones, but you couldn’t tell me that tonight, because tonight was all about visuals . It seemed like my eyes were shut this whole time cause the more I looked at Marcus the prettier his ass got. When I finally made my way into the room he was butt naked with a couple candles lit and some Maxwell was playing on the stereo.

“Tiara, come on over here.”

I did what he said with no hesitation. Next thing I know I’m laying face down on my bed with a bandana covering my eyes and his hands gliding over my body. Every touch felt like heaven. He started massaging my scalp before giving attention to anything else, Smart man. Then he started whispering sweet nothings in my ear.

“You are everything that I’ve ever dreamed of.

I’ve wanted you ever since we were kids.

I can’t wait to taste every inch of you.”

The more he spoke the wetter I got.

“You good, Tiara?”

“I’m more than good.”

“Are you enjoying this?”

“Yeah of course. But I still don’t understand why you needed to blind fold me.”

“For one, I want you to be surprised, and anticipate what I’m gonna do to you next.”

Oh, okay. I guess that does make sense.”

“Yeah I know it does. So stop thinking and just relax.”



I know I was wrong for doing Tiara dirty. She’ll get over it.  She already knew how I was before she agreed to let me live with her.  That’s her own fault. She should have known better. I guess I did fuck up though.
“I know that I’m not paying you just to stand up there and look pretty! You better shake that ass and make it clap if you wanna get paid by the end of the night!”
I guess if I didn’t fuck up, I wouldn’t be here giving a private dance, butt ass naked to this fat sloppy fuck! Let me just make this money. Why couldn’t I get good looking John’s? Damn!
“Yeah that’s what I’m talking about! Put your back into it! Hahaha!”
His ass better be happy he got money. Other wise he wouldn’t get the opportunity to see all this ass.
“Come on baby you know what you gotta do to get what you want.”
That’s why I hated dancing. These motherfuckas always want you to go above and beyond just cause they paying you. But you know what I tell them when they want me to work a little extra. You gotta pay for it if you want it. That’s why they all know that if they want to see this ass, they gotta drop at least a stack.  That’s just to start. So the dude’s I dance for got that bank. They better, other wise they ass gone get beat for fuckin around with my time.
But this mothafucka here.  He had money on top of money.  I think he inherited it or something.  Either way I know his ass didn’t work for it. That’s the type of shit that easily got me pissed.  Knowing how hard I had to work for a dollar and having some body like him come from money but never had to work for it.  I think that’s why I could never be a hundred withe T’ because she came from money. She never put it in my face or anything like that. I just didn’t like how everything came to her so easily. While I have to fight just to get by. That’s why I knew that I had to sweeten old dude up before he would let go that wallet, because people that’s use to having money don’t give it up easy. So I hovered over him with my lips close to his ear, making sure that my breast grazed his chest. All while saying “Well you know what I want, and you gonna give it to me. Right?” Letting my lips slightly graze his face. The most important thing isn’t what you say it’s how you say it. Most times dudes don’t even listen to your words. You have to be nice and seductive to get what you want.
“Ahh! Ahhh!”
Good! he was finally done. Now I can get my money and get the hell out of here. Hmm, I wonder what Marcus doing.


Oh, last night was way more than I expected. But I could definitely get use to it.  Marcus is better than Lena gave him credit for. I never had someone that does all the work and knows the ins and outs of a woman’s body like he does.
“Good morning love. I hope you slept well.”
“The way that you worked me out last night.  How could I not?” The sex was amazing but I don’t know if I want more than that right now. Maybe some where down the line, I might change my mind.  But I’m sure that it won’t be anytime soon.
“You want me to make you something to eat?”
“What!!  You cook too?! I think I done died and gone to heaven.”
“Hehe, I can do a little something, something. So, what do you want to eat?”
“Can you make some cheese grits, pancakes, scrabbled eggs and sausage?”
“Damn! I didn’t know that you could eat like that. Where does it all go?”
Marcus looked at me crazy trying to understand how I could eat so much but stay snatched. I know that I shouldn’t be eating like a pig, yet. But he offered and I’m hungry. All that food just meant that I had to spend some extra time in the gym, that’s all. “Don’t think I eat like a bird just because I’m small. I could probably eat more than you.”
“I highly doubt that.”
“Yeah, I figured you would say that. You wanna try me?”
“Yeah. Lets go.”
“I’m gonna jump in the shower and get cleaned up first.”
“Can I join you?”
I  would have said yes, but my stomach was talking to me, saying ‘FEED ME’. “Maybe later. Right now I need you to get in that kitchen and get to cooking. I’m sure you don’t want to see me when I don’t eat. I can be a real B I T C H.”
“Okay, I’m going.”
Marcus left reluctantly, and I was sad to see him leave but I was just as happy to watch him walk away. That man had the type of butt that you could bounce a quarter off of. I never noticed how fine he was. I think it was because for so long I was dickmatized by Slim. But now I could see clearly and the view was more beautiful than I remembered.
-30 minutes later –
“I’m finished! Come on down and eat!”
There’s no way that he could be finished cooking all that food. If he is I know that it got to be nasty. Good cooking takes time. Let me get on down these steps and see what kind of mess this man done made in my kitchen.


Damn, last night was good. I knew it would be but it was way better than I ever imagined. Baby girl knew how to ride the dick to well.

I’m glad ol dude f***** up, so I could slide up in there. She might become my main if she act right.

“Hey Slim, what’s up my dude?”
“You handle that thing I asked you about?”
“You know it.”That thing being Tiara.

She didn’t deserve somebody like him in the first place. He didn’t know the first thing to do with or for a good woman.
“So how she doing man? Did she say anything about me?”
“She’s good. I tried bringing you up but she wasn’t trying to hear it. So I left it alone. I don’t need her to be pissed at me because of you.”
“Man it’s been over a year and she still mad?”
This nicca. “How you expect her to feel man? You f***** her best friend, in her house!”
“You turning on me now, too?! ”
“Nah man. I’m just saying admit and own your fault in this whole thing. Then maybe you’ll be able to get somewhere.”
“Bro you starting to sound like my mom.”
“Dude I just want you to see this ain’t gonna be an easy fix. You should know that by now. You did to much for her to overlook this.”
“I guess you right. But I love her.”
“Tell me this; if you love her, how could you go and live with another female with in a week of y’all breaking up?”
“Easy, I had no where to go and I needed a spot to crash.”
“If that was the case, why are you still living with ol girl?

It’s been over a year and you have made no attempts to get your own spot.

You know what you are? ”
“No. What am I?”
“Don’t get mad. But you a bum.”
“Really nicca?! I’m not no damn bum!”
“What do you call some one that lives off of people and to lazy to get they own?”
“Wow! I can’t believe it. I thought you was my boy. But I see you was pretending.”
“Nicca don’t get in yo feelings because I’m telling you the truth about yo self. Somebody gotta do it!” I know that was a blow. But ol boy needed someone to talk some sense into that thick ass head of his. He gotta realize you can’t live your whole life mooching off people. You gotta want something for yourself.
“You know what, don’t worry about me. I’m good.”
“Are you really?…. You know what you right. I’m not gonna worry bout you and yo situation any longer. You a grown ass man. You can handle yourself.”
“Damn right.”

I know we been boys since we were kids, but I can’t keep allowing him to think it’s all good. He got the girl that I wanted and got the nerve to misuse the opportunity he had to keep her.

That nicca was always about self anyway.



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