Paranoid

Good Morning Everyone!!! As always I hope your day is extremely productive and pleasant. I want to try something different. I want to give you who don’t know how it is to live with paranoia and different phobias and fears a series. It won’t be too different from my posts now. For the most part … Read moreParanoid

First Day Back

Getting ready trying to keep the over thinker at bay. To remind you guys, I haven’t been at work since March. For some this may not seem like a big deal. For me though it’s the biggest hump I’m gonna have to get over; especially because my seclusion which became my normal is not gonna … Read moreFirst Day Back

Peace of mind

Good Morning!!! As always, I hope you all are doing well, enjoying your summer and everything. I have to say that I’ve learned a lot this summer. More than I ever thought I would. Hate that I had to go through it. But that’s what has to happen for you to learn from your mistakes. … Read morePeace of mind

Never Settle

Hope you’re having a successful Sunday!!!! Question of the day: Why is it necessary to give your all? That question comes to mind because as far back as I can remember every woman around me has always been expected to give their all to the man they’re with. Why? Many times these men don’t seem … Read moreNever Settle

Mundane Experience

You know when you reach that point of frustration where you just feel like giving up??? That’s where I am at the current time. I try to make sure that I remain humble and take nothing or no one for granted. But it seems like it’s getting harder everyday to push through. But I guess … Read moreMundane Experience

Social Anxiety!!!!

Hey everyone. Hope you’re having a lovely productive day.

My topic if choice today is social anxiety. I chose this topic because it is something I battle with on a day to day basis. I can’t say that I have been medically diagnosed, but I’m sure that is what this is.

Everyday I dread going outside of my house. Not because I hate going outside, because I love nature. I’m just not a fan of meeting and speaking to new people. Don’t get me wrong I would love to expand the number of friends I have. I just become very frustrated, flustered and uncomfortable when meeting new people.

I wish socializing came easy to me like breathing, but it doesn’t. My mind is constantly filled with negative thoughts of how my interaction with the next person is going to play out.

It’s not as if I’m asking them to do something. That is definitely not the case. It’s more of wanting them to except and love me for who I am.

I never understood it, but I always have strived for approval of every person that has ever entered my life; from my Mom all the way done to the cashier at the grocery store. I know that no one has a great relationship with everyone they every met. If they do it’s usually because they are not being true to themselves, in most cases.

So at the current moment I’m working on me and taking steps to having a better quality of life.

Who has felt like this?

If you have, it would be nice to know I’m not alone.

As always

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Confusion

Good Morning!!! Hope life is going well and all things are prosperous. You know how you meet someone and you believe only that person can give you that feeling? Well recently I met someone that is very attractive sexually. I’m sure when I say that most people would believe I mean visually. Nope that’s not … Read moreConfusion

Adulting

Healthy is a life style….   The first thing a lot of people think of when I say ‘Healthy is a lifestyle’ is their food intake. Although that is one aspect of healthy living it isn’t the only one. Healthy living consists of having great influential people in your life, positive thinking, being excited to … Read moreAdulting

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