empowering · Feelings · motivational · Thoughts

Overall goal

Hey y’all,

Hope your day has gone they way you envisioned it.

I was thinking of a goal I believe maybe a little outlandish; but I’m here for it. I have set a goal of a $50,000 profit. That is how much I plan to make by the end of this year. I know to a lot of people reading this, you may think 50,000 is a little low. It might be to most, because many have made this amount or are currently making it.

I just know it would be extremely rewarding to accumulate this much being strictly my owner boss. By accomplishing this goal it’ll give me that much more certainty that I am supposed to be my own boss.

I also would like to invite you to do the same. Think of something that you want sooo bad; then learn the steps you need to take in order to manifest it. For me I know I most likely am going to have to pull all the tricks out of my bag to get close to this goal.

I also want to say; DO NOT WAIT!!! GET STARTED NOW!! There is no better time than the present.

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OR

Checkout my recently published book Loyalty, love, lies, and Betrayal on Amazon. A book about love drama and  everything in between. Reward yourself with this amazing read.

One more thing…. If you’re interested in reading something that is a little naught check out PASSION.

Experiences · Feelings · motivational

Hard Work Ahead

Good morning Good people!!!

As always hope everything is well….

I’ve been at this thing for a couple of years now, but nothing seems to be taking off. I’m sure that I could have put more effort into the things I’ve started. To be honest I know the only way that I’m going to get seen is if I do something that involves more connectivity.

Meaning: YouTube, or a Podcast. Those I feel are going to be the only things that are going to help me to get to the level of success I want to reach.

Some of you may know what I’m talking about, but I’m sure a lot of you don’t. I’m speaking about all the things I’ve tried to do over the years to make life a lot more bearable for me. For example: Writing books, creating this blog, starting YouTube, and my most recent endeavor; soap making.

When I say I want to be my own boss, I mean it whole heartedly. I’ve always said this from the time I was little. It’s only in the last 5 yrs that I’ve had the opportunity to put effort towards this quest.

What worries me, is there are going to be some changes in the next couple of months. I’m praying these changes won’t hinder my growth or disrupt my focus.

I’m worried because, for the past couple of years my family and friends haven’t had access to me like they will once this move takes place.

I have to be honest it’s been nice not getting the surprise pop-up visits. Don’t get me wrong I love my friends and family. It’s just sometimes I want to be by myself, and I fear that there won’t be much time for that soon.

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OR

If you’re interested in a read that provides drama and a little laughter Check out!

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empowering · Experiences · health · motivational

Heavenly Scents

Good afternoon Good People!!!

I hope all is well. I know you’re probably looking at the title and trying to figure out how I came up with that. Well that is the name of my NEW Etsy STORE!                                       

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As you know it has been a little while since I’ve written anything. The reason for that is there is another business venture I’m looking into and unfortunately it has been taking a lot of my time. I have no regrets, because in the long run I think this is going to be something I can do for fun and also profit from.

The business I have been looking into is skincare. But at this current moment in time I’m only making one thing and that is soap. I’ve created an Etsy store and I’ve already had 3 orders to come in! This journey is going to be an exciting one. Last year was definitely not my year, but I believe that 2020 is going to be the year of the hustle. That is all I plan on doing this year. Because I realized a long time ago I never wanted to work on someone’s job. So by doing this it will give me an avenue to make my own currency and be my own boss.

I remember I asked a friend, ” Why don’t more people try to make their own lane?” He just said, “Not everyone has the same goal.” I didn’t understand it, and I’m not going to try to act like I understand it now, because I don’t. I much rather own my own everything, than to let someone have basic control over my life. Many people don’t realize that is what a job is many times; but that is about the gist of it.

Final thought

If there is anything you take from this post, I want you to know that anything is possible as long as you believe you can achieve it. I don’t care how extreme your dreams might be, there is always a way to make them come true. So never stop striving for the stars.

Short stories · story telling

Part 3- Passion

Passion for a long time lost interest in her husband, because he got a little to soft for her liking. But after what just went down between the two, she was thinking about giving up all her side pieces and focusing on him.

Just as she start to fantasize about the acts that took place, moments before; she was jarred from her thoughts.

“Why are you smiling so big? I thought I was the only one who could put a smile on your face that big.”

The voice was from none other than Jaylen. He snuck up on her. She was so caught in her thoughts, she hadn’t realized he was standing right behind her. Once she realized who it was, she instantly became aggravated.

“I don’t see how you thought that. Don’t get it twisted, I’m not your woman.” She said as she turned to face him.

“I know that. Damn! I just wanted to see if you wanted me to bless you once the last person leaves.”

“No, I’m good.”

“What’s up with you tonight? Every since I got here, you have been a real….”

“What; Bitch?”

“I didn’t say that.”

“Yeah, but you were definitely thinking it… It’s okay though. There’s nothing you can say that would offend me.”

“Passion I’m not trying to get on your bad side.”

“Too late, you already have.”

“How?! I didn’t even do anything.”

Passion started to look around to make sure her husband was no where in ear shot; because her conversation with Jaylin started to escalate.”

“Jaylin, keep your voice down!” She said in a hushed tone; trying to avoid drawing attention to herself. But it was too late.

“I thought we had something special.” Jaylin was on the verge of tears. Even though she let him know from the beginning, she wasn’t looking for anything serious. Somewhere down the line he started developing feelings for her. Totally thinking that he was going to make her his wife in the future.

“See, I knew I shouldn’t have messed with you!”

Jaylin held back as long as he could; but once she uttered those words, he couldn’t hold back his tears any longer. “Are you serious?”

“Yes. I’m very serious.” By know the whole room was looking at the two of them. Shonda hadn’t realized what was going on, because she was busy trying to conduct her own hookup with the other youngin in the room. But once she did she headed over to the two.

“Hey, Passion…. What are you doing tomorrow?”

“I’m sorry Shonda, but me and Passion have some business to take care. Could you please excuse us?”

“No. You’re fine girl. Yeah, I’m free. What’s up?” Passion gave Jaylin a look that made it clear, she was done with the conversation.

You would have thought he would’ve made his way to a different part of the room; but he hovered around Passion and Shonda the whole night. As he listened in on some of their conversation, he found out passion was married and the house they were inn was hers.

When he learned she was a married woman, he planned to blackmail her into giving him what ever he wanted. But one thing he didn’t take in to account; her and her husband had an open marriage.

 

Be you live your dream

 

 

Short stories · story telling

Passion: more than a feeling

*Must be 18 or older*

 “Mmmmm… Your lips feel so good on my skin. Knowing you, has come with many benefits.” Passion said looking down at Jaylen. Who moments before was immersed in all of her glorious juices.

Passion was a woman of many faces. Her love for sex always seemed to over power any emotion. She never would admit it, but she was addicted to the pleasure and closeness sex brought. Many times it didn’t matter with who. Woman or man did not concern her. The only thing that mattered was getting that fix. So naturally when Jaylen was hired, she instantly made him her concubine.

“I agree Ms. Whitaker, it has.” Jaylen managed to say in between slurps.

Knock.. Knock… Knock…

“Ahh… Be with you, in a minute!” Passion was caught of guard. It was approaching 10pm, and because of the time, she believed everyone went home for the night.

Who could that be?!” Jaylen said in a whisper to avoid being heard. He was just as surprised as her; even a little more so, because this job was the only thing keeping him from being on the street.

“Shhhh… whoever it is, will here you!” Passion was surprised, but she knew how to play it cool. She had been caught to many times before, not to learn a thing or two from her sexual escapades.

“Are you okay in there Mrs. Whitaker?!”

Rosalind, is that you?” Passion walked over to a desk with plenty of monitors on it. Checking the camera right above her office door, she saw it was indeed Rosalind. “What are you doing here, so late?”

“I wanted to finish up some work for tomorrow…. Can I come in?” 

“I’m sorry Roz, but I really have to finish this. Why don’t you go on home; and we’ll talk in the morning?”

“Okay, Boss. See you in the A.M. Have a good night.”

Passion continued to watch the cameras until she saw Roz exit the building.

A couple seconds later

“Are you for real?! You got my heart pounding so damn hard, right now!”

“What are you so worried about? I told you, I’m not gonna let anything happen to you. As long as you keep pleasing me like you have been; you’ll never have to worry about employment ever again.”

“Ms. Whitaker, you know I have way more to offer than just that. I came to work for this company because I really believe I have something to offer.”

“Oh you have something to offer, alright.” Passion said as she looked at his lips, licking hers, becoming moist all over again.

“Dammit Passion, I mean it!”

“Oh I know you do.” And like the true lioness she was, she commanded his submission. “But that is no way to speak to you boss; is it?”

“I thought we were more than that. At least I hoped we were. It’s been six months, I’ve been working with the company, and you promised me that creative director position, a few months ago!”

“And you believed me?…. Ha, ha, ha. You really think that I’m going to give someone I just met, that type of control; not to mention that big bump in pay?”

“I thought you liked what we have.”

“Oh, I do. But not enough to be dickmatized by it!…. If you haven’t realized, this is a company I’m running here; not a charity! If you want that position, you’re going to have to work hard, just like everyone else!…….” Passion peeped the game he was trying to run, the first night they met; a little over six months ago.  “Oh, I know… you thought because we’ve been messin around, you could just ask me for what ever you wanted, and I would make it happen…..” Even though that is what he assumed would happen; he didn’t expect her to put two and two together so quickly.

“I’m sure you thought because I’m  a little older than you and a woman, you would be able to play me. Sorry to inform you; I won before you even began. I knew that your little young a** was flirting with me because you believed me being a woman would constitute an easy take over for you. But I’ve played this game more times then you have. Every time I come out on top; sometimes literally and other times financially. And I’m gonna tell you now, this isn’t a game you’ll win. Now, can we get back to you pleasing me?!” Jaylen took a little to long to get back to the task at hand, so she interrupted his thoughts. “Ah…. that wasn’t a question!”

Part 2 will be up next Friday at 5am.

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As always…..