Peace if mind

Good Morning!!! As always, I hope you all are doing well, enjoying your summer and everything. I have to say that I’ve learned a lot this summer. More than I ever thought I would. Hate that I had to go through it. But that’s what has to happen for you to learn from your mistakes. … Read morePeace if mind

Never Settle

Hope you’re having a successful Sunday!!!! Question of the day: Why is it necessary to give your all? That question comes to mind because as far back as I can remember every woman around me has always been expected to give their all to the man they’re with. Why? Many times these men don’t seem … Read moreNever Settle

Mundane Experience

You know when you reach that point of frustration where you just feel like giving up??? That’s where I am at the current time. I try to make sure that I remain humble and take nothing or no one for granted. But it seems like it’s getting harder everyday to push through. But I guess … Read moreMundane Experience

Social Anxiety!!!!

Hey everyone. Hope you’re having a lovely productive day.

My topic if choice today is social anxiety. I chose this topic because it is something I battle with on a day to day basis. I can’t say that I have been medically diagnosed, but I’m sure that is what this is.

Everyday I dread going outside of my house. Not because I hate going outside, because I love nature. I’m just not a fan of meeting and speaking to new people. Don’t get me wrong I would love to expand the number of friends I have. I just become very frustrated, flustered and uncomfortable when meeting new people.

I wish socializing came easy to me like breathing, but it doesn’t. My mind is constantly filled with negative thoughts of how my interaction with the next person is going to play out.

It’s not as if I’m asking them to do something. That is definitely not the case. It’s more of wanting them to except and love me for who I am.

I never understood it, but I always have strived for approval of every person that has ever entered my life; from my Mom all the way done to the cashier at the grocery store. I know that no one has a great relationship with everyone they every met. If they do it’s usually because they are not being true to themselves, in most cases.

So at the current moment I’m working on me and taking steps to having a better quality of life.

Who has felt like this?

If you have, it would be nice to know I’m not alone.

As always

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Ballzy

Good morning!!! As always, I hope all is well. This post is going to be a little different, mainly because I wanted to talk about an indie artist I’m sure everyone knows about. And if you don’t know who she is, you need to get to know. Billie Eilish….. I swear if I could I … Read moreBallzy

Use it don’t let it use you

This morning I was face with a questioned I’ve always thought of but never answered. What do you think of yourself? Naturally, I didn’t stick to a simple answer. I just had to make it long; and that is what you’re about to read. I feel like I’m naturally a nice person. But I’m overly … Read moreUse it don’t let it use you

Live Free

Something I’m starting to realize as I get older: I DONT NEED A MAN!!! I’m sure a lot of you may be thinking, “Duh!” But for a long time, I thought I needed someone to complete me. I always thought I wasn’t enough. This thinking held me back from a lot of things. But, you … Read moreLive Free

Getting Older

  I can only hope to look this good when I get this age. I know that I’m not exactly what others would consider as old, but I’m starting to feel the effects of getting older. Right now it’s only mental. Even though it’s not effecting me on a physical level just yet, there are … Read moreGetting Older

Living Fearlessly

I always wondered, ‘Why is it most of us don’t go after what we really want in life?’ I think  it has a lot to do with feeling limited. I may be wrong  but it just feels like limitations are the culprit. We shouldn’t feel limited but society has a good way of making you … Read moreLiving Fearlessly

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