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Moving on

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I gave you what you asked for but it wasn’t what you wanted, let alone what you needed. If I knew then what I know now, I wouldn’t have been with you. I would have realized that life with you was just to good to be true.

Now here we are 5 yrs in and I’m wishing I never met you. I swear sometimes you’re crazy; or is that what you want me to believe? You said you wanted someone that would be true to you, someone who would never lie. I gave you that and much more, but it feels because of my honest nature you’re taking advantage of that. I can’t deal. There are so many things that you’ve done already that has got me reconsidering a life long partnership with you.

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I know that with you I’m going to have to give up my dreams and that is just not an option. Never has been never will be. And if you really want to be with me that is the way it is going to be point blank period. I’m tired of feeling like I’m your child when I’m suppose to be your woman. If you want a child, you need to take care of the one you have. Go tell them what to do because this a grown ass woman over here! Who needs no supervision.

Image result for strong woman quotesEven though I say this, I know that you’re going to continue to act the way you act because you can’t get passed the women who hurt you in the past. And I just will not let that be my cross to bare. Some other woman who is willing to deal with you and your crazy reasoning is going to have to endure your constant accusations and silent treatment, because it won’t be me! I’ve got to many places I want to go, to many experiences I want to have and to much money to make to be sitting here letting you drag me down with you.

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Part 3- Passion

Passion for a long time lost interest in her husband, because he got a little to soft for her liking. But after what just went down between the two, she was thinking about giving up all her side pieces and focusing on him.

Just as she start to fantasize about the acts that took place, moments before; she was jarred from her thoughts.

“Why are you smiling so big? I thought I was the only one who could put a smile on your face that big.”

The voice was from none other than Jaylen. He snuck up on her. She was so caught in her thoughts, she hadn’t realized he was standing right behind her. Once she realized who it was, she instantly became aggravated.

“I don’t see how you thought that. Don’t get it twisted, I’m not your woman.” She said as she turned to face him.

“I know that. Damn! I just wanted to see if you wanted me to bless you once the last person leaves.”

“No, I’m good.”

“What’s up with you tonight? Every since I got here, you have been a real….”

“What; Bitch?”

“I didn’t say that.”

“Yeah, but you were definitely thinking it… It’s okay though. There’s nothing you can say that would offend me.”

“Passion I’m not trying to get on your bad side.”

“Too late, you already have.”

“How?! I didn’t even do anything.”

Passion started to look around to make sure her husband was no where in ear shot; because her conversation with Jaylin started to escalate.”

“Jaylin, keep your voice down!” She said in a hushed tone; trying to avoid drawing attention to herself. But it was too late.

“I thought we had something special.” Jaylin was on the verge of tears. Even though she let him know from the beginning, she wasn’t looking for anything serious. Somewhere down the line he started developing feelings for her. Totally thinking that he was going to make her his wife in the future.

“See, I knew I shouldn’t have messed with you!”

Jaylin held back as long as he could; but once she uttered those words, he couldn’t hold back his tears any longer. “Are you serious?”

“Yes. I’m very serious.” By know the whole room was looking at the two of them. Shonda hadn’t realized what was going on, because she was busy trying to conduct her own hookup with the other youngin in the room. But once she did she headed over to the two.

“Hey, Passion…. What are you doing tomorrow?”

“I’m sorry Shonda, but me and Passion have some business to take care. Could you please excuse us?”

“No. You’re fine girl. Yeah, I’m free. What’s up?” Passion gave Jaylin a look that made it clear, she was done with the conversation.

You would have thought he would’ve made his way to a different part of the room; but he hovered around Passion and Shonda the whole night. As he listened in on some of their conversation, he found out passion was married and the house they were inn was hers.

When he learned she was a married woman, he planned to blackmail her into giving him what ever he wanted. But one thing he didn’t take in to account; her and her husband had an open marriage.

 

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