Good Day to Everyone
I truly hope life is treating you kind.
What I’m feeling today is defeat. Reason being; I thought I would be doing something else before school came back into session. I really believed a month and a half would be more than enough time for me to get my business up and going. But after talking it over with a couple of close friends and family, I’ve realized I should not feel down.
I have to keep in mind, no matter how many times I try and fail, there’re always going to be opportunities to change my life and make it something I can be happy with. What I’ve always known and trying to get a good hold on is my fear of opening up and letting others in. Many times I don’t let others in because of the possibility of them taking advantage of my kind nature. Also when I truly care for someone it’s hard for me not to care as much as I once did without cutting them off completely. If you’re a all in or nothing kind of person, you know exactly what I’m talking about.
I think I will just cut it off here. Trying to work on my consistency. I know this wasn’t much, but I just wanted to check in and let you know what going on with me.